Urgent Advice Need Please?

you need proffesional help. i know your dad wont do anything, but you can ask your mom or aunt to consider letting you go to therapy to get over your depression. Maybe you could even ask if you could move in with your grandparents, or uncle or aunt or somebody else in your family for a short period of time. And as for the bullying, you know youve heard this before, but either ignore it or laugh with them. Maybe ask to go to a different school if you just cant handle it. ANd for everything else too, you just need someone to vent to. Wether that be a family member, new friend, or therapist, you need someone to make you feel better. and dont kill your self. life wont always be as bad as it is now, and there are other ways to get rid of the pain then giving yourself pain. If you killed yourself think of how your family would miss you. i hope i helped with the random stuff i said. im sorry your in this position.